Dear Dad, You’re Doing It All Wrong(A Letter to Myself)

By Kelly M. Flanagan

每位父母都竭盡全力地愛著自己的孩子，想給孩子帶來(lái)最好的一切——食物、玩具、衣服、教育、娛樂(lè)……不過(guò)有的時(shí)候，父母費(fèi)盡心思卻不一定能“討好”孩子。你還記得自己孩童時(shí)代真正需要的是什么嗎？你可曾思考過(guò)什么才算是好的家庭教育？孩子們失望目光的背后到底藏著怎樣的期待？

Dear Dad,

You’re doing it all wrong.

Eleven years ago, the doctors handed you a little, pink bundle of vulnerability.1bundle： （被毯子等柔軟物包住的）包裹，包袱；vulnerability：易受傷的東西。You were 26 years old, and you walked out of the hospital entirely responsible for a brand new2brand new： 嶄新的。human being. A whole person. As if that were a totally sane3sane： 心智健全的。thing to let you do. It scared you. They eventually handed you two more little people. It was supposed to get a little easier each time.

It didn’t.

You never got less afraid. You never got more certain about how to be a dad. So you decided to make it up4make up： 彌補(bǔ)，補(bǔ)救。along the way. You can stop feeling bad about that—it’s what everybody else is doing, too. The problem is, you improvised5improvise：（常因情形不允許事先準(zhǔn)備而）臨時(shí)做。by listening to the voices in the world around you, instead of listening to the voice coming from the world within you. You can forgive yourself for that, too. The voices around you are loud and persuasive6persuasive： 有說(shuō)服力的。.

They told you achievement matters most. So you stressed about school districts and kindergarten homework and guitar recitals.7school district： 學(xué)區(qū)；kindergarten： 幼兒園；recital：（通常指單人的）朗誦會(huì)，演奏會(huì)。You secretly kept score in your head at first grade soccer games. You thought scoring goals was the goal of life.

But can you remember?

Can you remember what it was like to be just a few years out of diapers8diaper： 尿布。and to score a goal on the soccer field? You didn’t care about the score and you didn’t start planning for your future soccer scholarship. No, you whipped9whip： 快速移動(dòng)，這里指不停地?cái)[頭看。your head around to be sure they were looking. The real goal was to be seen. The real goal was to have someone to celebrate with.

Dad, you can stop spending all your time trying to get them into school, and you can start taking the time to walk them to school.

They told you good parents give their kids great experiences. So you turned yourself into an event planner and an amateur chauffeur.10turn into：（使）變?yōu)椋籥mateur： 業(yè)余的；chauffeur： 私人司機(jī)。You signed them up for camps, sampled extracurricular activities like a smorgasbord, and went to every possible program and event.11You went to Legoland12Legoland： 樂(lè)高主題公園。because you thought you had to. And then you wondered why the kids were tired and cranky13cranky： （尤指因勞累而）脾氣不好的。and unhappy.

Outward experience is where we find thrills14thrill： （突然的）激動(dòng)，狂喜。, but inward experience is where we find a home.

Dad, your kids don’t need you to help them live the fullest life; they need you to help them find the deepest life. You don’t have to show them the world; you just have to listen to the world going on inside of them.

They gave you technology and told you to give it to your kids. So you threw technology at the kids, because you didn’t trust it would be enough to throw a ball with them. Yet, notice how they melt down when a device is taken away from them—they want more because it leaves them hungry for the thing they truly need. They can’t connect with a Kindle. An iPod can’t help them feel like they are OK and everything will be OK. Only a parent can do that.

Not with a bunch of presents, but with a bunch of presence.15他們需要的并不是一堆禮物，而是你的陪伴。a bunch of： 一堆；presence： 存在，出席。

Dear Dad, I just watched a movie that ended with this thought: “We don’t seize the moment; the moments seize us.” Dad, you’re doing it all wrong. Stop trying to seize every moment. Stop trying to make your children’s lives extraordinary. Instead, allow every ordinary moment to seize you. Your kids’ lives are unfolding one moment at a time,16unfold： 展開，呈現(xiàn)；one moment at a time： 每時(shí)每刻。and the thing they want most is also the thing they need most.

They want you to be a witness. To their passing moments.

They want you to pay attention. To their fleeting17fleeting： 飛逝的。lives.

Dad, it may be just another hurried Tuesday morning to you, but to them it’s another morning to wonder if you notice. Another morning to wonder if they’ll have a place to belong. Another morning to wonder if they are beloved. Another morning to wonder about the purpose of this one wild life. Another morning for you to join them in all of their becoming. Another morning in which you are the most important man they know.

I’m guessing that may be a little overwhelming18overwhelming： 壓倒性的，無(wú)法抗拒的，其動(dòng)詞原形為overwhelm，意為“擊敗、壓倒”。.

Be overwhelmed, Dad.

Let the moments roll over you and be overwhelmed by the sacredness and transience of every single one.19真真切切地去體驗(yàn)這些時(shí)光吧，每一刻的神圣和稍縱即逝都會(huì)讓你為之傾倒。sacredness： 神圣；transience： 短暫。Pay attention like their lives depend upon it, because they feel like their lives do depend upon it.

Be still. Notice. Join.

In the end, Dad, it may be the only part of being a dad that really matters.

With love,

Your son